S'zen Photography

Debra Jane Lingham

I’m in an angry mood

Okay... so my day actually started out pretty shit hot today... seriously.. asiihhhh..betul2 ko ni bikin panasssssssssssss...~~!!! Saya rasa mau tumbuk saja gigi koooooooooooooooooooooo....ko tau kaa..??!!!! Fucckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk...~~!!!! Things at work have been crazy busy..bikin saya tension..bukan sama tu keja saya katapi sama tu satu keja sama saya...uhhwaaaa..~~~!!!! Saya bukan penyabar tapi saya terai sabar saja selama ni...huhhh...sekarang saya lawan cakap ko...ko pikir saya diam2 saya tia brani lawan..?? peiiiiii....~~!!! Yesterday I had a ten hour day at work..bukan saja yesterday..tapi macam tiap2 hari bosss...kalo saya tia baik hati saya tia tolong ko buat suma editing..iyahhh..saya tau saya assistant ko saja tapi jgn sampai keja ko pun saya kena buat..sudah la ko suka pass pass keja ko sama saya last minit...gara2 ko juga la saya selalu lambat balik..siall~~!!! Gaji ko lebih besar dari saya jadi ko la buat..babiiiiiii~~!!! Antam la kalo saya kena buang keja ka apa ka...I DON'T CARE pantat~~!!! Ko bekakai la buat suma keja..wahahhahha~~!! Sudahla ko selalu lambat datang keja..saya tau la ko lebih pengalaman...jadi KNEEEENAAPAAA laaaaa..??!!!! I can't really express how and what I'm feeling rite now... Haihhhh...syukur ada blog...wehehehe... fuhhh...last but not least I want to say "sorry babe coz I hurt u"..ko pun terkena tempias..smile......eewwww...

My First Wedding Photography

Wooohooo...The idea of becoming a photographer had never crossed my mind..kira masih mau blajar2 lagi baini.. I'm still learning how to use SLDR camera..susah juga mula2 katapi skg buli adjust sndri sda...mahahahah~~!! Baru-baru ni saya kena suruh tangkap gambar client..uhuuu..saya betul2 bulum ready lagi pasal sebelum ni saya tangkap candid shoot saja..ikut suka hati saya saja mau tangkap macam wahahhahah~~!!
The problem is I don't know how to guide them..I mean suruh dorang buat pose.. aiyooww...paling teruk lagi saya tia pandai bercommunicate sama urang yg saya tia kenal...uwwaaaaaa...teruk~!!! Nanti worse comes to worst...wuahahahh~~!! Saya antam ja la ni.. But I try to challenge myself.. terai saja la labu...uhuuu~~!!







Dorang la saya punya 1st couple yang saya gambar...dr lawas mali tuu busss...wahahaha~~!!Neway thax to them bikos trust sama saya..wuahahhahah~~!! Tia buli kasi banyak playang gambar dorang..nnt kena saman..mahahahhah~~!!

Wooohooooooo.....jaga..jagaaa....

I may not be perfect to ur standards but I don't care....... don't lable me if you don't know me.... I am me thats all I can be. If only you people out there could see me for who I am you would understand how hard it is to hear some of those harsh words. I may have done some things I am not proud of and said some shit that should be forgotten but that is no reason to treat me like I dont deserve to live...... I am not weak and I am not going to let you fucking get to me..~~!!nah..nah....saya marah ini..buli bawa bagadsssss....

The Anger~~!!

Anger is deep within me..
Anger is what I want to hear..
Anger drives me crazy..
Anger is what turns me on..
Anger wants to kill me..
Anger is what makes me mad..
Anger inside me..
Where did it come from..??
Will it ever sto..??
My anger is uncontrollable..
Anger lashes out at innocent victims...
But.. why.. where.. who.. what..brought me so much anger?
aisshhh....panas baran~~!!!

Talipun Bimbit..kena tag sama si wohowkuak lagi..

.What is your current ringtone?

- SOD... lagu paling siuk di kk..wahhhhaa...

What is your current wallpaper?
- spongebob...wehehehe..blutut dari si nyut-nyut....

Do you own a picture phone?
- yeshhh opkoshh la ba....

If so, what was the last picture you took?

Fuhh...apa kamu rasa..???

Go to your inbox and type what the 10th text message says?
- "nnt sa relot ahh... "

How many contacts do you have on your phone?
- 250 plus..plus....wehehhee...

Who was the last person you spoke to on your cell phone?
- hmmm..si nyut-nyut..wahhaaaa...

What service do you have?
- DIGI

At this very moment, how many bars do you have for your service?
- 4 bar..

Who's on your speed dial numbers?
- teda..wahahhahaa....

Do you have voicemail?
-yeshh I do..

How many contacts do you have that starts with S- Who are they
- sabri ATI, safi, sandra, shena, shanti, sara, serevia, sew fang, shamin, sheila, shita, sila, suhana, suzi, syalvie...

Who do you call the most?
- si anu saya laa...

How many text messages do you get a month?
- Dunno...malas mau kira..

Can you send pictures?
- sony ericsson k660i...can or not..??

What are the first 2 digits to your number?
- 01.....kan..???

Go to your SENT texts..what does the first one say?
- alalala..saya dilit sda...

What about the 15th?
- talampau jg ni mau tau suma..maahaaiiii....

Who's the last person that you called?
- si anu saya baaa......

Last person that texted you?
- little bubu...

Last person you added to your contacts?
- Gary...

How many minutes are on your plan?
- i dont know..

Go down to your 5th contact, who is it?
- terpaksa lagi tiguk hp...si little bubu...

Wanna give out your number?
- buli jg...O16..pandai2 la kamu agak-agak yg 7 angka lagi ahhh....

Who would you tagged?
- Semua yang ada dalam list..silakan....

Happy Birthday..28 MAY 2009.. ~~!!!

Happy birthday to youuuuuuuuuu...~~~

Happy birthday to you........uuuuuuuu..........~~~
Haaaaaaaaapyyyy birthday toooooooo youuuuuuuuuuu..~~~
MELISSA DISEREE IGNATIUS JOITOL
(sebut laju-laju supaya ngam tiun..wahahhaha)..
Haaaa....ppyyyy...birth..dayyyyy....tooooooooo..youuuuuuuu....~~~~


Makin hari makin chubby pun tiapa maa..kiyut baitu..kann..??wahahahha...
Actually..saya mau post ngam-ngam 28 may baitu..tapi memandangkan saya talampau penat, jadi saya tia sempat mau o9..wakakkakakaa...~~!!
Lambat 2 hari tp kira masi fresh2 lagi baa kann..???
Anyway..saya sempat buat 'spesel cikago' Lampchop with black pepper sauce (mau kasi full name jg ni..akakkakak~~!!)bagi si Diseree hari tu jg..
Itu la kelebihan jadi cipkuk...tia payah main beli..ambik saja dr kitchen truss buat..dudududuuuuuu....~~!!
Teda kek jadi saya bagi ko lampchop pn buli la kan..??
Saya mau kasi gumuk ko baitu..wahahhahahha~~!! Supaya kita nampak seri..wahahahhaha~~!!
So...stay young at heart always bebehhhh...baru 18 ba kita kan...??
herrrrrmmmm..hermm....

Wogok..kamu tau kaitu..??buli jadi pusas baini..

kamu dapat hidu bau dia..??? Cuba hidu monitor kamu...wangi tuuu....ngahhahhhah~~!!


Si Diseree saja dapat makan ni..
jangan kamu main2 sama Datin BDC kalo pasal makanan wooo....

Ini saya kasi sampingan-sampingan saja la..wakakkakkkak~~!!


HAPPY BIRTHDAY FROM US...
LOCOMANIAC

Wehehehe..ko buat2 tiatau saja sama ni gambal ahh...wakakkakaka~~!!!

GOD BLESS YOU